I woke this morning in bed in the wood on a ship in a nest this night inside my enemy during the black death thinking of the judge with a spade in my heart credit card kidney satchel wristwatch left toe towel trousers best friend’s head woman doormat Watching Seeing Living Poor Silly Dirty Wet Pink Angry Happy people lying dying in the streets showers bath cars buses planes stadium on the rugs in my hands in the river at sea Roads Toads Frogs Razors Hair Pyjamas Band Land Sand Kitten Old Cars Stars Manhole blue and lights electric yellow at the KFC Hard Rock Café barbecue Moonlight river Al Capone’s night club end of the road end of the day end of my words beginning of the day restaurant I broke into trash I live in Burgers Panini Gold rings Barrels Guns Wine Water Rain Clouds Hedges Poles Storms everywhere straw turf barbed wire oil nails scissors pens notebook brown sugar wet carpet stones pebbles on the floorMy mother My father My son My brother Danger Brad Pitt A stranger A bartender A pirate A prisoner A criminal A hit man looking in the mirror courtroom soul bowl crowd horde pack bottle magnum bingo hall hotel room elevator saw nothing insideFear taking people spreading fast running slowly blowing away seeping dangling over me raising my chin showing me the finger behind the door in the overcrowded graveyard muddy house cinema teeth jail church bunker phone booth jungle channel TV closet Far away a bunch of sirens mobiles money bills imbeciles candles knives bottles SUV bicycles yelling to the deep air sound sea mind cave cove field bay eyes well jar edge sin bin tin basket casket mine shaft A man avatar comic bank robber butcher jeweller car seller syndicate president policeman stabbed in the back litter covering the path mould pattern footprints entrance bell business cards bearings directions instructions advice orders commercials ads floor Bullets Birds Rubbish Heads Truths Threats Pressures Wasps Knives Paper Junk flying around me unknowing where they ricochet sting enter go arrive wound itch tinkle push pull cut slam crash boom The walls pipes cement roofs reinforcements windows lumber ceilings foundations burned walls of crumbling houses made of blood red stones bones frames jaws edges dreams beams thunder baseball bats metal bars hammers rain fire alleyways side streets Beetles Insects Dwarfs Creatures Zombies Aliens Vampires Strangers Androids Parasites Predators Killers crawling on ceilings crocodiles followers hunched people believers serpents grasshoppers figures wild creatures weasels maggots caterpillars swimming in guttersI wonder why the burglars housebreakers ants projects admirals pursuers machines computers stuntmen bodyguard don’t respond to my questions desires love anger feelings wrath rage needs wishes request sex appeal Chorus Tired and gruesome faces hands explorations industrialists legions fans rescuers nations outcasts deaths heroes boxes and I don’t know why Empty eyes hearts balls calls brains voyages seashells letters choppers oceans images and pockets with no money to spend save add smoke sniff catch up treasure kick away sell produce varnish paint return Surprised I am still alive leaving living abroad running a foreigner a stranger worldwide man abandoned gone in a desert discouraged surprised I’m kissing staring at uncovering inventing developing confusing waiting blaming caring keeping recommending you And everywhere the mud commanders flashlights ground chiefs politicians dollars presenters journalists anchor-men reporters speaking of this crazy world time air minds spell stage step spots dust truth facts reality stains marks war