My Life’s A Tragedy

I’m not as lucky as it seems Sometimes I lie in my lyrics It’s meant to make others believe I’ve got no problems, ain’t real shit I can never fulfil my dreams They just break apart at the seams Nothing’s quite the way that it seems Just know my life’s a tragedy So far you’ve only heard about good things in my life But this time I’m rapping ‘bout the bad things from my time— —On this Earth, there were places I had to draw a line Like the time when— *unintelligible sounds*— and I nearly died My father twisted my ankle on a trampoline It was a twist that nobody ever could have seen I was inside a big car when it fucking crashed once Experience was bad despite lacking a gash pun It’s been worse - thinking when meds made me suicidal I was young - to write that I needed a reminder And then there’s the thing involving my aggression You know about that, only when I’m under pressure I’m a fucking prat, only when I think I get it You may have heard me rap ‘bout being like Eminem But I won’t go throwing the Shade in this song ‘cause I ain’t Slim Not to mention the bullies in my ninth year of school Bullying only happens because they think you’re cool And they are jealous ‘bout it ‘cause they ain’t cool themselves So they pretend otherwise, “not being cool hurts, hell!” I’m not as lucky as it seems Sometimes I lie in my lyrics It’s meant to make others believe I’ve got no problems, ain’t real shit I can never fulfil my dreams They just break apart at the seams Nothing’s quite the way that it seems Just know my life’s a tragedy Easily forgetful, can’t remember my lyrics Unimaginative, hard to come up with these things That’s the exact reason why I’ll never write stories Also I find it very very fucking boring Have problems digesting some food and it’s frustrating Planned none of it and half of me can hardly take it I speak too soon all of the time and I can’t state it Got too many problems already on my plate, bitch Peterborough’s where I am from and I ain’t faking When I play games, and have a teammate, there’s no relating I think it’s time to start using yet another rhyme I’m insinuated - whatever, I’ll take my time Sometimes I feel like I’m in some kind of fever dream It’s gonna be a nightmare whatever dream it is Plus, why do I have nightmares? ‘Cause I’m a turn-up fuck I always lose my belongings and my words are stuck I’m not as lucky as it seems Sometimes I lie in my lyrics It’s meant to make others believe I’ve got no problems, ain’t real shit I can never fulfil my dreams They just break apart at the seams Nothing’s quite the way that it seems Just know my life’s a tragedy I’m not as lucky as it seems Sometimes I lie in my lyrics It’s meant to make others believe I’ve got no problems, ain’t real shit I can never fulfil my dreams They just break apart at the seams Nothing’s quite the way that it seems Just know my life’s a tragedy