10,000 Tears

Let me get my chakras in order Please stop plannin' my slaughter I need you back in my corner Why you burn that jacket I bought ya? Those nights I sat in my Corsa I was just tryna pattern my Sosa Know me from way back then You know me from way back when Back when I would wish I was taller Back when I would wish I was ballin' Oh, I think this is my callin' But bae ain't sayin', "Goodmornin'" I'm just here tryna fix it Got a toolbox full and no tools in Anything I say gets twisted Call off until the mornin' Nights like these I could shed ten thousand tears I fight for you, and you say I don't care Go blind for you, and you say I don't see Die for you and you would say I weren't there And I don't need to say a word Thinkin' about you all the time I never meant to break your heart I'm thinkin' 'bout you all the time These are the nights where I sit on my own Whiskey glass, ice cube, let me get in the zone Like, let me get my chakras in order Darkness in my spirit and my mind got me feelin' alone Can you hear me from the outside lookin' in? Can you see the way it was and what it could've been? Can you see it in my bloodshot eyes? For the last time, I'm not that guy You've known me since before the hype Before the birds, before the lights, the broken trust Way before the business tore us up We were just tryna scrape change in the corner shop And I was tryna make waves, ended up on a mad one Rainy gray days, every night was a sad one Regret all or nothing, 'bout the things I have done Family first, I'm a Catholic grandson, but Fool me twice and then never again We was so tight, the stitchin' frayed I know in dark times we are one in the same So you can relate to the struggle and pain, yeah Nights like these I could shed ten thousand tears I fight for you, and you say I don't care Go blind for you, and you say I don't see Die for you and you would say I weren't there And I don't need to say a word Thinkin' about you all the time I never meant to break your heart I'm thinkin' 'bout you all the time How could I give reason to leave? My baby the reason I breathe Oh, I just weep and I weep I haven't been able to sleep for a week My memories of us are on replay Hype and now I'm mad like a DJ Try win this one but it just ain't easy Just give me one gyal and I'm easy Nuff gyal said they wan' see me She can see me pon the TV Nuff gyal said they wan' feed me She don't wan' feed me, she wan' eat me Dem gal are mad like, really Cah my gyal are bad like Riri Cyaan' see dem gal, yeah I'm Stevie, blind, deeply Nights like these I could shed ten thousand tears I fight for you, and you say I don't care Go blind for you, and you say I don't see Die for you and you would say I weren't there And I don't need to say a word Thinkin' about you all the time I never meant to break your heart I'm thinkin' 'bout you all the time And do you think that's okay? Do you think it's okay to play with my emotions? You know I've got a good heart You know I would do anything for you And you just, you play on that so much And how do you appreciate it? Do you think appreciating it is Comparing me to Sonya all the time? Every time you get a chance To compare me to this great girl that A ghost from the past, some girl that you was in love with Do you think that's appreciating me?