Hurt Real Bad

I just need you to hear me out, you don't feel me Light this spliff to keep me sane, I watch my homies change Yea, pourin' up this drank, but I'm still feelin' pain How could you turn yo back on, real ones Street don't love nobody, no loyalty in 'em Devoted my life to ya, oh okay Devoted my life to ya, throw that way Won't be condonin' none of that sucka shit Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't feel me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you feel me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad yeah Selfish mufucka, selfish mufucka But you ballin' like its '99 in the summertime at the Rucker You ain't ask me one time 'bout mom, nieces or brother That greed'll have a nigga not appreciatin' nothin' Feelin' like ya owe 'em somethin' yes Lord ten ain't enough Where was you when I caught that case, hard times I call a nigga bluff I prayed to the big God told 'em fam I'ma stay focused Remove anybody mean me no good and I ain't notice Never thought that it would be my goddamn homie Never thought that you would be that goddamn phony Hurt real real bad real real bad I'm tweakin' Hurt real real bad like right now as we speakin' Light this spliff to keep me sane, I watch my homies change Yea, pourin' up this drank, but I'm still feelin' pain How could you turn yo back on, real ones Street don't love nobody, no loyalty in 'em Devoted my life to ya, oh okay Devoted my life to ya, throw that way Won't be condonin' none of that sucka shit Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't feel me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you feel me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad yeah Know a hundred niggas done shot somethin' seen a hundred niggas tote it Fold it, when a nigga they say they loved, once was the homie So that don't make you real to me Where ya at when kids in need Where ya at when family callin' You comin or is you stallin, I'm right there for anything Always done been like that, try you they try me Never had shit but yo' back, bitches be so ungrateful Turn to straight mutts for rats, niggas be steady hatin' No more hustlin' rather count up ya sack Where they at? I'm tryna dodge a bull How does it hurt, when all of my pockets full My life on the life, life on the line for the crew Put my life on the line, life on the line for you Light this spliff to keep me sane, I watch my homies change Yea, pourin' up this drank, but I'm still feelin' pain How could you turn yo back on, real ones Street don't love nobody, no loyalty in 'em Devoted my life to ya, oh okay Devoted my life to ya, throw that way Won't be condonin' none of that sucka shit Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't feel me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you feel me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad you don't hear me Hurt real real bad hurt real real bad yeah