I Who Never

I've destroyed another love Have to stamp out every good that touches me In and out of my heart Crawls the ugly worm of jealousy Born from insecurity Never meant to drive you away I, guilty of all crimes Saw myself in another light today I who never I who never Outside in the sun hazed street Is an empty parade of sinking hearts Will I see your ragged head Among those in search of one fast kiss My searching heart joins those Goes out to take your hand You were once a part of this My searching heart joins those Goes out to take your hand You were once a part of this I who never I who never Sat sad by silent phone Changed my number forgot to tell the world Get drunk get dead and gone You were such a special one to me How can I with so much Really have nothing at all How can I with so much Really have nothing at all I who never I who never Desperate, irrational Just another face another window I would prowl the city streets Searching for your signs Fuelled by sweeter times This could even make me pray I who never ever ever prays This could even make me pray I who never ever ever prays I who never I who never