The Calm

Ughh I'm just so far gone October's own Please leave me alone Drunk off champagne Screaming in the phone See my house is not a home Fuck is going on Where did we go wrong Where do we belong Caught up in the game And its one I can't respawn Meaning if it rains I'm the one its raining on With my diamond chain's on Still nothings set in stone Women borrow sweaters That I spray with my cologne And tell me don't forget them And I promise that I won't Feeling so distant from everyone I've known To make everybody happy I think I would need a clone Places we get flown Parties that we've thrown I done more for this city Than these rappers that have blown Its only been 3 years Look at how I've grown I'm just in my zone I call this shit the calm Yeah But I'm the furthest thing from calm Dedicated to my mom And I swear my word is bond Everything will be okay And it won't even take that long You can see it in my face Even read it on my palm Leader of the new school Its proven and its known I'm sittin' in a chair But in the future, it's a throne I know you like to worry It'd be better if you don't 'Cause You know? Everything gone be all right I promise I apologize to you know Put y'all in this position 40 Mama always say Don't ask permission, just ask forgiveness you know So uhh Forgive me Yeah Ughh And life is so insane Look what I became Tryna make a name All my first dates are interrupted by my fame Because every picture taken is a fan that you can gain They love it when you smile Unaware that it's a strain It's a curse you gotta live with When you're born to entertain Women need attention therefore women will complain Develop hatred for men and say you're the one to blame Tryna enjoy myself with Terrence in Miami at the game I just wish he knew how much it really weighed like Dwayne It's a weight that's on my chest Who ever spottin' me is playin' So I'm liftin' all alone Trynin' not to get a sprain Hopin' Western Union doin' currency exchange 'Cause my dad called It got me feeling guilty and ashamed Like I had a rolls and I went and got a range And he payed for a cigarette With a dollars and some change Yeah And I can only feel his pain 'Cause in Memphis, Tennessee There is only so much to attain So I'm fillin' out the form at the counter once again He say he love me I just hope he doesn't say that shit in vain I'm why your girls heart is in a slain Call me Heartbreak Drake I'm the hardest one to tame As a man, I'm just honest As an artist, I'm the king With my own set of problems That be sittin' on my brain Yeah And see this is the thang What they viewin' as braggin' Is the way that I maintain The shit I write While starin' out the window of a plane Is the single handed reason I remain ? Me Yeah' I said I call this shit the calm But I'm the furthest thing from calm That's why I'm putting on They always wanna ask what type of act that you putting on Like? Damn